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CATHEXIS

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I am terrified constantly from being taught I am too much to be loved by the people who told me they loved me most.

I can't teach you how to feel it. I thought I could show you how to feel it. I think part of me knew that you couldn't see me as any more than a faint outline of yourself. I'm here; are you?

I was your mud to mold and manipulate. You say you do this in whose best interest? I move forward and you just move on.

Don't leave me in the dark. It was so lonely being with you. It was fucking lonely being with you.

Don't call it love; it's just cathexis.

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from PLASTIC HEAP, released March 16, 2017

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